My husband died in 1881. During the time that has passed since then, I have missed him constantly. For one year after his death, I felt my loss keenly, until the Lord, when I was at the gates of death, healed me instantly. This was at a camp meeting held at Healdsburg, about a year after my husband’s death. Since that time I have been willing to live, or willing to die, just as the Lord sees I can best glorify Him.—Letter 396, 1906. (RY 165.1) MC VC